It’s lonely to be alive sometimes
As I have been ill,
I have been requiring much more sleep.
I have been feeling much less successful.
I have to murmur a mantra under my breath
“Yes. I am a successful young woman.”
I watchedTiny Furniture twice today.
It made me feel like more of a loser.
Especially because it has forced me to put off studying for the LSAT even more.
It is my fault. I feel like I am swimming through a fog.
I think I am alienating myself from the people I am living with because I am sleeping too much.
I just want to share my bed with a friend.
Is that too much to ask?
I just miss everyone all the time.
It’s lonely to be alive sometimes.